Can I ReSigN?!

Really fed up ...

Of the whole 2plus3 thing ... the whole Electone Festival Finals .... why doesn't something happens smoothly and in a happier way ? Yesterday we had our final practice in the morning till 3 30pm and guess what ... we accidentally came out with a new idea to expand our arrangement which in Eden's opinion sounds fantastic ... but to me it sounds a little weird though i love the build up to it ... then Ting though it was NICE , Teck thought it was COOL , then Siang had no opinion but was OK with it.

So ironic enough , i tried to alter some parts and the only thing i don't know how to do , Siang knew how to do it .. so he was our HERO yesterday but the easiest thing to do , he doesn't know how .. and went bezerk like a "dumb blonde" when it went a little wrong on the Stagea . So after all the time we spent changing some stuffs , the new altered arrangement was done and we tried many times to play it ... and even ask our dearest beloved Jap teacher Kaori to come and comment on it .. she said it was something UNEXPECTED which is good.

By 3 30pm and after much of delay and talking , we were done and fed up with our song ... the movements were starting to be worse , my running notes were starting to fail itself , and Den began to get so tired of playing the Silent Violin she decided not to do it anymore ...

After a whole day of practice , Den and i skipped YYO at night to go home and chill ourselves . Relaxed ourselves ,and spent the night wathcing tv (i watched my MOST DRAMATIC CANADIAN F1 GP EVER!) while Mun Wei watched her Taiwanese drama (can't stand it ) then Den just hanged out ...

See i've become so lazy ...

So while in her house , i had a long conversation with C.H and while trying to convince him about our new arrangement , he was trying hard to understand us as well as thinking through the whole process of it . After my call , we decided that if it doesn't sound nice after he hears it we'll stick back to the old one.

An hour later he called and asked me one question which struck my head immediately and i went ,

"OK fine ... no need to change"

So we continued on talking and after much of my pursuasion , he reasoned with me of why we shouldn't change and basically spend the next 9 minutes nagging at me. YUP NAGGING .... Then i could sense the disagreement heated up and after telling him Kaori's suggestion he began to be really PISSED OFF now . No smiles from the usual cheerful guy , no laughter throughout the conversation and from his tone of voice i sensed he's getting crossed. I don't even have to guess anymore few seconds later because he simply said ,

"Later i angry ah"

Then i went ,

OK!!! GOT YOUR POINT !

So by then i completely understood him .. and said fine we shall listen to the most experienced person about this whole competition . I really hate it . I don't want to see people getting angry for small things like this , and being the leader can really kill . I honestly knew he wasn't going to be happy about changing things last minute because i told the rest earlier but they insisted to try .. so OK ... i TRIED ...

And i also TRIED to make sure everything goes smoothly but somehow preparing for the Finals is much much more tedious than we expected . Or at least I EXPECTED ...

So why do i want to resign? Coz ... i'm sick and tired of the whole thing ... now i just can't wait for it to be over and get it done with . HONESTLY ... i CAN"T !

I'm also fed up and sick of asking my sister for a favour to help us do our make up because the stupid competition falls on Father's Day and she wants to celebrate with Eric ko-ko and because the timing is odd ,the whole LIM family has to travel down to KLCC because of ME ... i'm also displeased about the fact that she said i "OWE HER ONE" and "NOTHING COMES FOR FREE" and "IT"S A TRADE SO ARE YOU COMING TO MY HOUSE ON MON!?" blah blah blah ...

Although most of the time she means what she said but it's not meant to be in a harsh way ....

After that phone call , i called Siang to check the status of his much awaited HAT which he did not buy earlier ... and guess what i got ?

Me : Eh , your hat how ?
Siang : Buy loh ..
Me : Which one ?
Siang : The one in 1u la ... WHY, YOU PAY AH?
Me : DON'T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT !! GET LOST ..

* i was so angry i slammed down his phone*


You know what , we all should just play flat from the book and not change anything since time and dedication never comes until last minute .. while we should also just strip ourselves and play on the stage NAKED . Solve everyone's STUPID PROBLEMS .