Thursday, March 01, 2007

YAY! PRAISE GOD!

Today was an eventful and tiring day ... woke up super duper early thanks to my sis who woke me up at 7+ am yesterday to send JR to school ... so my mind became used to waking up early today as well . Partly due to the gastric i was suffering from ... coz i let my stomach eat itself throughout the night by starving it since midnight until almost 10am . So i woke up at 9+am .. to find myself all excited and ready to leave for school to collect our new sem schedule and also try my luck to ask about Grace's idea on my minor instrument suggestion .

Which turned out in vain .... i knew the management people won't be so flexible . The point is they don't know how to think out of the box and thanks to the Msian education system that hasn't changed since God knows when... people in the management has turned out the same . I don't get it ... the Academy will never improve if everything sticks rigidly according to only rules and regulations of the LAN .... arrghhhh!!!

By the way .. i must always start by fretting , do i ??? Can't i just be a little positive for once!? Arrghh .. that's me. Anyway i reached school at 11am and was handed an envelope by Kak Ita while she was on the phone .. i opened it to find it was the result of the Yamaha Asia Scholarship offer . Though i can't remember the exact words of the letter but the conclusion is ,

My scholarship application was successful!!

So yeah... i gave kak ita a peace sign and while talking on the phone she gave one back to me as well .. ahhaha she's so funny! I wasn't overjoyed or crying or anything .. coz first of all , i kind of expected it to happen . Coz without Teck auditioning , i was the only electone player left from the Academy and it would be ridiculous to NOT choose me... but anyway it's also because there are only 3 other electone players who auditioned but they were from outside and played some pop songs which sounded strange to me . So yeah .. and also because C.H kept assuring me that i'll get it although i told him i don't dare to dream yet ... but instead i blamed him for making all excited about buying the mp3 player! ahahhaha

SO yeah ... i guess the feeling didn't really sink in until now ... that i'm typing . When i'm all happy by myself and having this joy inside of me .. i'm also sad to say that

None of the Yamaha Academy piano students got the scholarship . Not even Ting , Mun Wei and my dearest Eden!

Which means they were mean enough to only choose 1 from our Academy and which also means that this year around it's pretty competitive and there are better pianists out th ere . So girls , don't worry .. this just goes to show that there are better pianists out there and you should be more motivated to work hard and be better ! God bless you all ok ..

Well ... i would be extremely disappointed not to get it honestly ... so i know how they feel . As a conclusion , i'm glad ... i tried , i worked hard and it paid off . Thank you Jesus ! Not to mention thanks C.H for the data and guidance all these while ... and support .. =) OH so YOUR suggestions for me to use the money now can be considered .. =) And yeap .. i'm going to get the Creative Zen V Plus mp3 player so that i can record all my electone playing where ever i am ..
Oh not to mention the cash also comes handy as my birthday gift coz the ceremony is so close to my Big Day .. haahhahaha thanks Yamaha!

P;s - now that mum knows about this .. she insist on me paying for the family dinner this sat night! ARRGHHH!

4 Comments:

Blogger Bex said...

Congrats. God is truly great.

9:29 PM  
Blogger LiLc said...

Hey , yup. God IS AWESOME! He has trully blessed me in my studies. you know sometimes i wish i can just tell the whole world about how great Jesus is and how REAL this God of ours is.. and how their lives will be blessed by Him if they believe in Him...

Especially when i see non-believers around me are such good people who don't deserve to go to hell ... to get condemnation forever. How do i preach to them? How do i share the gospel with the ones close to my heart!? Arrghh...

11:30 PM  
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8:57 AM  
Blogger Bex said...

You just continue to live your life the way God wants you to and set yourself apart from others. And commit these people into God's hands. If you love them enough, God will deal with their hearts as long as you submit everything to Him.

8:57 AM  

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