Discouragements and Encouragements
Ok that was about the race ....
Let's move on the another side of my life which is where i'm focusing at now at the moment . MUSIC.It's interesting to know that you have an awesome teacher and mentor everywhere you go . Whenpeople around seem discouraging (especially your family members) it's nice to hear from an outsider how encouraging the world can still be .
I had a very chatty electone class yesterday with C.H ... though it was suppose to be a 1 hour session we ended up chatting for almost 40 minutes out of those 60 minute lesson .. OK Maybe NOT,We talked about so many things that i forgotten some of them . He's really chatty . And so whenyou go home after the bad sunburn and when the only thing your mum cares about is her stupid cough (which does not heal because she doesn't want to see a doctor and refuses to quit her stupiddreadful job that's taking her life everyday) and the electronic idiotic box (TV) ... and also when thefirst thing that comes out of your dad's mouth is
"Have you got your salary?"
You get really PISSED OFF .
And so that was pretty much the situation in the house for the past few days ... until i had to go to Hem house to complain ... OK so it's nothing big deal i got a sunburn but i just want them to know that life is MORE TO the TV AND MONEY!! .... YEah so i wassaying that the conversations i had with C.H kind of cheered me up in a way .. because he's onethat encourages me in a passionate insipring yet realistic way . Meaning ,he does not look down onme for wanting to do music production and arrangement in the future after i graduate , (even offered to give some production projects to me) and still encourages me in every other sense in terms of teaching in Yamaha as well .. (Ok though we bothare not number 1 fans of Yamaha Music) ahahha...
AND of course he's the one that often tells you about the choices of job opportunities outside of Yamaha as a musician in MAlaysia ... and they're all realistic! (OK so some jobs needed you to belike Danny or somebody BIG) but the jobs he meant are at least realistic enough for me...
Me : My mum asked me to study something else after i graduate ...
C.H : Study what!? You don't want to do music anymore meh?
Me : NO of course i want to . Study something else la, something which i also am capable of so that i have a backup career if music falls one day in Msia.
C.H : Nah la.. there are plenty of jobs out there as a musician... If you don't come in to study in Academy , you won't know what other job offers out there and you won't gain the knowledge ... I told ANgela wat (new student-my junior) that things will be different after studying here coz she said he teacher discouraged her from studying here .
Me : Hmm ok ...
*Then he continued blah blah which i forgot and don't know how he ended up saying*
C.H : Well , i'm into playing shares now .. hHAHHAA ... when you're bored try that! HAHHHAHA Then you earn money better! Hahhaha
Me : WHAT!? SHARE ? Did i hear wrongly ... OK ... Aiyah anyway , there's no point in earning so much money coz LIFE IS NOT ALL ABOUT MONEY . When you ahve all the money in the world and lose your health they're all pointless .
C.H : YUP i agree...
*Then i went to do my favourite thing which is pee-ing*
Yeah ... so that was part of the many conversations we had yesterday . I didn't know why but justsaid that out to kind of see what he thinks of doing something else in the future . Honestly , i'm pretty sure of my own future if i stay in KL after graduating .. but i think God has another plan for me ... AM not too sure bout it yet . So will pray ... coz i need His guidance and direction this time .. my desire and dream to go overseas might just come true . *hint hint* But will reveal morein the next coming posts .
In the mean time , i think i'm getting more comfortable with C.H that i am beginning to share a lot of things with him . It's nice to know that GOd blessed you with so amazing mentors around you oneafter another . Remember Ah Phua!? No i've not forgotten him .. =)
YAY can go online now.. =)

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