ReFusiNg to SleeP...

HAven't blogged for several days now .... did i ? Well , had quite a chilling few days .... doing nothing except getting some important things done. Friday night was fun , Poh Yee came over to stay without informing her mum and by the time she went home on Sat afternoon her mum was pissed off with her behaviour and doesn't seem to be responding to her lately.. ahahhah .. then of course AGAIN she didn't allow me to sleep and kept talking to me while i was freaking tired and suffering from my lack of rest.

Sunday was again usual ... went to church but was feeling really tired coz i didn't have a good sleep at all on Sat night. Due to my different sleeping position , i couldn't sleep and just end up waking up almost every hour throughout the whole night. By the time the service was over, i think the only few things i remember about the Phillipino pastor was

"Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!"

"read Jeremiah 33 : 3 - dial the number of Jesus christ! He'll never fail you!"

and of course the rest was basically about himself and his own personal powerful testimonies which almost put Kay Renn and i to bed...

After returning from a quiet luncheon with some youth members. .. i felt terribly sleepy all out of a sudden. .. and drove home to take a short nap before i woke up to go Pok's house for class. Seriously , i think i'm pretty sick to be willing to be so tolerant that i did not mind wasting my petrol driving back home from church then leaving to Cheras again 1 hour later from home ... siao. So much for the best teacher you can get in town.

Had another fun class .... finally got some things kicked off. And i'm so glad he said some pretty nice things .. hehehe

"Your impro is fine now .. should be ready to take exam adi. Wanna take end of this year ? Why don't you ? If you can play like this for gd 4 can pass... i guarantee you."

Hardly hear any nice things from him ever since he gotten pretty close to me.. but this must be something encouraging ... besides the other fact about him critisizing my badly played impro for Academy's Musicianship skills exam. That was bad , i admit. And i expected and deserve the bad marks ..

By 4 30pm i left his place and went home to enjoy a nice evening and night with my family... reallly an ideal Sabbath day .. hehehe ... and i ended my day by finishing the AEF 06' which i watched halfway last time... these people amazes me ... not all but at least the japanese band invited as guest artist were good enough to keep your eyes on them throughout. The S'porean guy who turned out to be the winner for once managed to capture me because i thought for a Malay he is handsome and played jazz very well! JEALOUS!!!! arrghhh........

Alright that's it ... then today i had another chilling day .. just spending the whole day completing what needed to be done .. and by evening i went out to teach my private students and came home to continue hanging out .. this time on my piano .. practiced Dorian scales for 40 minutes and played through all my old jazz pieces .... it was fun! I think i'm addicted to playing the piano now.. ehhehe .. but the keys are pretty hard and so it's kind of taking my fingers' lives.

And oh .. i miss Eden .. the other day while driving somewhere the thought of me sending her off in the airport when Jan comes suddenly flooded my mind .. and the rush of emotions came and i have this hinch that i'll cry in that situation .... i really don't know how would i face that day ... sob sob ... girl , i want to see you do well and fly off to get your degree done but at the same time i'm going to be so miserable without ur support .... sigh ... sometimes we really have to admit that things are in God's hands and we can't control them. Not everything happens in our way but i'm glad to be able to know YOU and have spent a great great great amazing 2 yrs studying with you here. =)