End Of thE SCrEw UPs CoNCeRT...

Looks like i'm the last one to blog about this. So yeah here it goes... This is going to be a little personal from my point of view .. so if you're bored of listening to me vent , move on and click elsewhere.

I was pretty emotional last night after watching the also emotional F1 European GP Qualifying session when sis called me at 10 30pm to tell me she saw Hamilton's news of his horrific accident during qualifying online and told me to watch the qualifying on Astro at 11 30pm. Well that's partly why i left McD's "FUN" dinner so early girls. Sorry ... but the other part was because i was tired and drained off from a whole day of teaching and concert.

Though the concert wasn't PERFECT or FANTASTIC but it wasn't also that screwed up and BAD altogether. I must say , besides the "we only manage to slip through" every single performances kind of quality , there were many other things that made this concert a success too. So my intuition was right after all . And surprisingly , Den's mom said that this concert was a better standard than of our BEST Beatles sem 2 concert last time around. She meant in terms of standard was higher . OK auntie , i know pop music is easy and only entertaining.

Honestly , i didn't need to cancel any of my Sat classes in Ampang because i had a 1 hour break so my JMC 4pm class was able to shift earlier up. BUT by the time 4 pm reached and i released my last class to go home , i forgotten i needed to rush off to school and i mumbled to myself ,

"Eh where are my students ? How come never come in ?"

Hahhaha ridiculous. Workaholic? Dont think so... it's just my can't be bothered attitude for this sem's concert. I even dressed as if it was just another day of mine going to work .... without anything OUTSTANDING .. not much thought was into it. But after battling through horrendous rain and jam from Ampang to Kelana Jaya , i must say i was a bit taken aback when i reached Yamaha to see the girls all dressed up so elegantly and hairdo was awesome! Everyone looked sooooo outstanding and HOT!

I was late for YYO practice because i had to change and really a big thank you to Mun Wei who helped me with the makeup. I know it's my bad for not learning how to make up and always depending on friends like that to do it for me. So SORRY and am feeling a little guilty for it. What happens when i don't have people like that anymore in my life next time ?

Then of course after that the vocal ens practiced , and i stood outside as the usher and replacement guestbook person for the Ting and Tieng ... ahahhaha .... they came shortly and the crowd turnout wasn't that bad after all. Though we didn't invite any of our friends and family ... but i guess the crowd were from the YYO students' friends and family and some outsiders .. .whom i believe who

LEFT THE HALL DURING INTERMISSION

Anyway .. i'm glad the semester's over .The dreadful all-awaiting concert is over ... and we all also had a great time enjoying ourselves last night . Definitely. Though there were certain downsides to it , especially after the concert where our HOT MAMA started showing her true character out again , by screaming and being upset with the lost AVL key ... i really feel a certain sense of guilt for being so rude and mean to her while arguing with her. I mean , she was being ridiculous in a way , but at the same time my persuasive tone of speech kind of showed her some disrespect.

Honestly , i felt emotional because of my usual inner conflict with my TONGUE. I really feel my tongue has killed many souls .. and that's now how a Christian should behave . AT ALL. Sometimes the words i use , my sarcasm , meanness and cruelty , of treating others and my lack of self-control has killed many people's dignity and pride. Then again , i should really learn self-control and ask the Holy Spirit to convict me. I was so upset because Teck said that most of us didn't help in clearing the hall after the concert and went to take pics instead , which is not true in my side .. because i remember i was busy delegating jobs and moving things until my feet hurt so much after wearing high heels for 9 hours !

Then i was also upset because no one wants to be the bad person , to speak up and tell someone off. No one wants to be the bad person , and no one wants to go right up front to try and solve the problem. So when i couldn't stand situations like these and start doing it , i feel horribly horrible after that.

Then i got cheered up after that ... coz got distracted by Poh Yee's chat session with me .. ahhaha ... but she was right la. I'm NOOOB EMO . What to do , i'm not THAT tough and cool person i seem to portray . And i definitely need Jesus to help me walk straightly without falling apart , because i cannot imagine if the Holy Spirit doesn't live in me , what words would come out from my evil mouth . SOrry LORD! Sorry everyone ! So sorry if i've offended you in any way.. just come and tell me off in the face , i don't mind seriously.

Anyway, i did enjoy myself yesterday ... and now the semester ends but a new one is to come and i am really looking forward to that one. More exciting things coming in Sept-Jan 2008!! =)