How nostalgic ..

I was so busy practising and practising and practising and in fact suffering from nausea after those hours of practice in front of the piano that i've forgotten that Mon the 15th will be Kajang's Prize Giving Night and that means my last showdown for Cypher.

Just before i packed my bag to work on Tues i was suddenly struck with the thought that OH today's my last Tues before Mon comes and which means i only get this chance to touch the Stagea and polish up my Cypher a little before performing so i packed my pendrive into my working bag and left to Kajang. And so i did ... reached like half hour earlier so i could get a glimpse of playing Cypher once more after Ampang's Prize Giving Day on the 22nd Nov .. which wasn't really the kind of performance i preferred because i now realize i could no longer produce the kind of performance quality i could in Jakarta already. The feeling and spirit and strength i had on stage in Jakarta during the competition was soo different , the kind of confidence and solidness i had on stage was no longer here.

Regardless , i knew i had to do it . It's an honor to be able to perform once more although it's just a little small concert by the music school. Anyway since C.H wasn't there in the other Prize Giving Day , this time i make sure i'd do a better job for him. And so yeah i practiced a couple of times on the stagea in Kajang on Tues , and one of the moments while playing through the whole song .. my mind just slipped into those flashbacks of the whole process .... from Regional Audition to National Finals then to those tiring practice sessions to Jakarta and finally accepting my trophy on stage... it was SO NOSTALGIC ! All i did was smile and smile and smile while playing through the whole song.

Ok although after running 2 rounds of it i grew TIRED physically because i no longer had the same stamina too .. and noticing also the ending slap bass section was messy already .. arrghh .. While i also wanted this song to be history and closed it in the history books at the same time a sudden heavy heart of emotions rushed through .... it'll be my last time performing it , and finally i can close this chapter of my life for 2008. FOR GOOD..

After the practice session i sms-ed Mun Wei and told her how i felt ... and i realized all my past performances were performed with the mentality of playing it for Jesus and i think NOW i should for once dedicate it C.H .. who shares my sentiments most and it both means a lot to us. God has been good to us , and i think C.H deserves a hell load of credit for all these too. So yeah , Monday's performance is to you! =)

PS : This shows that i still have the love and passion for electone ok!

Conclusion : anticipating my FINAL performance for Cypher