It HURTS

It hurts when you fall .. it hurts more when are recovering from the fall. It's not just physically true ,but i think it applies the same to us mentally and emotionally as well isn't it ? Come to think of it , i just suddenly have this thought .

Had this tremendous hillarious embarrasing fall yesterday right in front of the Yamaha entrance. Just came out of my car took 2 steps and tripped over and landed flat on my face on the floor. How embarrasing... Haven't had such a dramatic fall in such a long time, i think. The last time i fell in Yamaha was during my diploma days from the slippery staircase and hurt my hip. NOW at the entrance !?! damn ..

It's really funny if you're there ... and more over some of my friends were there too watching the whole scenario. Now i'm wounded. My right knee is bruised and sore badly with a patch of burnt mark like skin torn off a little... it was OK yesterday until today it hurt so badly i sat down there trying to stop my tears from flowing out. Left knee has some bruises , but it's totally fine. My 3rd and 4th finger on my right hand is bruised as well .. must've knocked it with some torn skin.

It hurts actually .... and i kept telling myself i have to perservere and keep distracting myself by not looking and thinking of it , shift my focus to practising. It HELPS tremendously. It hurts to know that this has to happen when i have a competition coming real soon , and needing to practice jazz like crazy at this time too.

But it's ok. I still want to be thankful that despite the hurt , my fingers are still working fine. i can still play the electone / piano as usual. My left leg is not affected i can still hit the pedals perfectly normal on the electone. THANK GOD. I need speedy recovery ... before May...

Oh my goodness , Aaron Parks' music is addictive !!! This is new to my ears too but it's sounding really good for me.... jazz+alternative+ rock .. (he refuses to label them that way but i don't know how else to describe it) The melodies are so japanese yet brainwashing .... awesome. His solo lines ... so irregular it fits in perfectly. Another one of Cher's great recommendation. Awesome... =)