Getting Restless !!! R E S T L E S S!!

You know what folks ... i'm getting super restless ... have you ever tried not doing anything and not having a couple of non-productive weeks in a row after being so busy for a month ??
that's exactly what i'm in now .... doing basically NOTHING since March 13 i graduated from the NTTP program. What on earth ???? I've been so free that i actually had all the time in the world to sleep early wake up early , sleep late wake up late , eat as much as i want , stay over in Hem's house for a week , playing with my nieces and have all the fun with my friends ....

Well well , the only time things are starting to get right is when Sally called me from Yamaha and brought me to LS for my D-Interview with the boss .... Oh yes finally met her and seems to be a very nice lady . How small the world is when we're both CBN-ers!! hahahaha .... and she really has a very nice Yamaha center there ... superb renovations , cozy environment , cool drum sets , beautiful facilitated studios , and warm environment to learn music in . For a new outlet , i give her 2 thumbs up !! the Tmn Melawati outlet i went is just so much nicer than any music college in Malaysia . Hahahahahha ... but i heard a lot of $$$ was dumped into investment so ... yeah anyway shall see how impressive the one in Kajang and Ampang Point .

Anyway , those just happened in a day and less than 3 hours . According to her , she wanted to just see me and all the follow ups will be done by 2 other key teachers she hired to be her Chief Instructor ... so yeah ., ... i'm actually still waiting to go see the 2 of them so i can know when i actually start doing something again !!! I'm SO RESTLESS WAITING!!! I really don't know how much patience i have left in my pocket . Oh and besides , i still have to go do some mock teaching and class observations before really officially start teaching my own students ... sigh , i have no comment for she wants quality in her teachers so .... let's just see what I have to show them ...

Oh yeah anyway , i forgot to mention that i'm not only waiting for my job ... but waiting for my car ... yes MY own car .... ahahahahaha it's really sad to have a liability at the age of 18 ... signing so many forms and documents in Perodua the other day ... my sis said she's never signed anything of any sort until today age 28 .... coz her car was not under her name ... oh suddenly i felt so stupid putting my Kancil under my name!! But i'm really thankful that my DAD above provided me all .... Somehow i dunno how God convinced my earthly dad to buy the car for me , put a good lum sum of downpayment , and promised to pay installment for me until i have a stable income ... when ? Hopefully as soon as possible for i dun want to burden my old man ... You see i booked my car last Monday and yeap the saleswoman promised to deliver the car this week .. and look it's already 4th April !! No news yet ! Gosh ... i hate waiting .... but God somehow wants to train me to be a patient person .... Patient and i really can't wait for my kancil to come .... at the moment nobody seems to want to let me drive their car just because my new car is coming soon ...

Sigh hush .... whatever , i'm still feeling superbly restless and i felt this pinch and big urge in my heart that i want to release out .... sudden sadness will just cloud my thoughts and suddenly i'll be fine in the next minute . Whatever .... I'll just continue to catch flies at home and appreciate time at home before i start complaining how busy and tired i'll get when things really gets going . Oh yeah , really saddened that both Ferraris' (NEW F2005) were very much faster than the old car but unfortunately Bahrain just wasn't the place the new baby's would like to win .... Can't help but feel disappointed for Schumi and Rubinho .... Oh Jean Todt i'll pray for you guys!!! Just can't stand seeing Alonso standing on the top step of the podium and talking like a gay during press conferences .... Anyway , thumbs up to Toyota and Jarno Trulli !!! Two races and two 2nd place finishes-keep it up and Ralf you better catch up! Such a nice guy who remembers the Pope's death ..... Never know Trulli's such a nice guy until he shone in Toyota.... anyway , off to Imola , San Marino in 3 weeks time .. .so while they're having a nice 3 week break from races , i shall continue to have mine . Ciaoz