WHAT THE !?!?!?!

Great ... today is a public holiday and finally i get a Saturday off from teaching ! I got to sleep until almost 11 30am .. and for once i lazed until 12pm and got my butt up to practice. I glued myself on the piano chair till almost 7 30pm and (of course with breaks in between) and just when i wanted to continue practising after dinner , my whole body started aching ..... i sat down to watch F1 instead (MY SECOND PASSION who's i think been sacrificed a lot lately just to buy time for practices!) and not even after the qualifying session was over i headed back into the room.

All i did was , rejected the thought of practising and lied down on the floor .... looking at the four walls and ceiling .. floor was getting too cold for me .. brought down my mattress and switched on Unit Asia's album .. (ahhh i miss that album so much!) and just chill on the bed. Next i found out i had to cover my body with my comforter (UNDER THE FAN!?) .. then i knew something's wrong. NOW i am diagnosed with FEVER .

FEVER ! AT THIS TIME ?!?!?? TOMorrow i have to go to church and replace a class in melawati! Then come home to continue Very Early , Black Nile and Ceora .. oh god ... please help me ...

Mom asked

"Are you stressed till you're sick !?"

I replied

"Don't know! But i am having the same thoughts too .."

Look at this post ... it's so blue .. all i'm seeing now is BLUE ...