Bye YAN!

After reading becky's blog ... suddenly just thought of dedicating this phrase to yan .

"Have a safe trip to Melbourne and enjoy your studies there girl ! May God bless you and continue to glorify Him in any way .. Be it studies , social life or serving Him there! Let Jesus' love be your strength when you feel weary . Take care and waiting for you to graduate! Bye yan!!"

I don't know what happened to the yam cha session we all agreed to have last sunday night when we were eating yee sang before i left her house . No one called and i assume they cancelled the mamak session . It's such a pity because i really miss my school friends ... that's the only time i get to talk nonsense and crap about our past in school ... with the people of the past ! haahha

Tell me if i'm sensitive or having low self-esteem . When we were at Yan's house for her gathering on sunday night , i arrived really late (as usual coz came from work) and by the time i was there everyone almost finished eating ... it was a nice fellowship and gathering session because i get to catch up with becky , adilah and gang ... though we always see each other during gatherings like these ... after a havoc battle with gastric and traffic and lost of direction to Sg Buloh , by the time i was there i was all tired and weary .. (plus a whole day work!) and after replying Torng Jia's sms i then began to settle down and talk to everyone as usual .. then i started observing one another and hey ... guess what ...

"Everyone (ok maybe not ALL) looked good!"

Yup except me .. ahhahaha coz i thought of being extra casual , i only wore a polo T and jeans with a big black belt to work on that day ... with sandals that's it . Who cares as long as i'm comfy ... but i then realised hey ... even Michelle Oh straighten her hair and she looks good! Pretty impressive price for a great hair rebonding .. hehehe good choice girl . Now for once u don't quite look like an aunty or a-lien . Anyway , yeah from head to toe everyone were in their best fitting clothes ... and i suddenly felt intimadated coz as someone working i still wore like "****!"? hahahaahha of course only becky joins my group coz we both don't quite care about our appearances ...

Anyway , when i reach home i suddenly felt "Ahhhhh" ... doesn't matter la ... i guess there are people who enjoy dressing up and likes to look presentable , while there are some who don't quite care about their dressing as long as their comfortable . As much as i keep commenting on my eldest sis' dressing to work (she wears like an old grandma to work ok .. and spent like rm500 on new clothes before starting this new job last time!) , i guess comments will come back to me too . So , what goes around comes around . Isn't God fair ? I'm not jealous or whatsoever , but i am just amazed at how my friends can really spend the time to put on nice fitting clothes , showing off their hour glass body , spending time and money on accessories (i buy them but don't wear them except for earrings!) and hair! I think just any of them look much better than i do considering i'm the one working .. hahaha

Except for the fact that i now start to look after my face , spending hundreds and hundreds of dollars on Origins product , i don't quite have the tendency to make do my hair and other parts of my body . Though sometimes i feel like being vain , but i don't think i have the courage to put on make-up (only when i had to attending my company's prize giving nite last yr in Kajang) to work or doing drastic changes to my dressing . Yeah i do admit i start wearing skirts now as i start working because i think i should wear them now otherwise when i'm old i can't wear them! hahahaha...

So as a conclusion , there's no conclusion ... i'm just making a statement and probably i'm being too judgemental , that's how i came out with so many nonsense . Anyway , looking forward to refurnishing my room because i am suddenly bored of my old study table (from my sis century like 15 yrs ago!) and pink boring computer table (also centuries ago!) and unapropriate design of my room furniture . Thanks to Oprah Winfrey's interior designer , he inspired me to refurnish my room .
This will mean spending more money on getting new furniture and begging for my bro in law's services again . Why am i not born a boy!!?? Then i won't need their help! aarrrhh.;..

Let's see if the "new" room is more cozy ... ehhehe