I feel Relaxed

Yo pals .... as most of you can read , i only posted an empty entry with just a word TIRED but nothing seems to come out of it . The reason is because of the irritating annoying Blogger that ate all my words when i click "publish" . So anyway , to sum it up i wrote nothing but purely just to update what i was going through last whole week .

It was nothing much except the fact i had extra challenges to go through last 2 Wednesdays . I received a surprising phone call from Yamaha HQ asking me to replace a sick teacher (her hand was slashed when she was robbed , so her few fingers couldn't move) in Puchong to teach her both JMC book 2 and 3 classes . Sounds terrible but out of compassion i took the request , soon to find out with regret . Hahahah why coz it's a long story i shall not elaborate here . Whatever it is , i am thankful and glad that the teacher is now fine and she is going to take over again this coming Wednesday after i replaced 2 weeks for her . Which means , extra tired last 2 weeks , and also extra effort to drive around , and extra income . And of course how can i forget , extra EXPERIENCE!

IT was tough ... last minute phone call merely 24 hours to prepare lesson plans for something that you have no idea at all how to teach until you really teach it and eat of the bitterness left for you . Thankfully Puchong parents are very friendly , nice and warm ... and also the kids are extremely responsive ...

Anyway it's over and just hoping to see how much the figure that goes into my bank account . Well to think over , i'm glad to announce that my parents had taken the decision to let me quit Sedaya as soon as tomorrow itself . The reason being the Warning Letter from UCSI has finally arrived at my door step saying if i don't pay the outstanding fee (about 1000+) i will not be able to attend lessons and take examinations . I called up the college to ask if i could still take Msian Studies exam (coz that's the only subject that i can transfer to Yamaha!) the answer was a mere
"NO" . Its ridiculous considering i've spent hours studying , printing lecture notes , attending classes early morning , going through traffic jams , doing assignment , as well as taking the trouble to see doctor for MC just to pass up assignment and retake my midterm exam when i could've just hack care about it .

Anyway , it's not even worth it to pay rm1000+ just for the sake of Malaysian Studies when the subject is actually free of charge . So what if i've done everything and almost finish it , i can just do it all over again in Yamaha . My dad doesn't earn millions of dollars ... (bear in mind if yes i'd be in Boston , USA now in Berkley College of MUsic) . So yeah too bad things happened this way and i gotta basically go Yamaha and re-start my engines and strategies and pathway again . All i need is strength and courage from the Lord and i shall fear no one . AMEN!

So yeah , talking about God .... I miss Him so much! I realise how much i've been so sucked into music , work , studies and myself rather than spending precious time reading the bible , worshipping Him like i used to in my room privately before i sleep at night . I'm sorry God ... but just when i stop worship leading i did not slide away but i guess i lack that burden and passion anymore . Help me to desire and burn for you again . But whenever i go through V2 Circles99 website (my ex-youth) i sense a lot of FIRE in these young ppl because all they write about in the "gossip" session is encouraging words like FIRE!!! for Jesus kind of thing ... which keeps me very warm in a way in the midst of the world's coolness . don't you agree ?? I would like to believe so . THanks Ps ROnnie , for leaving such a legacy behind in me ... with wings that i can flap and fly !

Yeah so .. back to work ... i'm thankful i had a great day today . Just want to type a bit about a little adventure i had today at work . As usual , i start work at 1 15 pm until 5 30 pm without break today , but due to dunno what 3 of my students didn't come without informing earlier . So i had the time to ...........

* Note: This post was written weeks ago just before my pc broke down and call it quits forever . Now after much brilliant effort from my bro in-law , he changed the hard disk from Eric ko-ko's old pc and some hardwares making my pc back to work again !! So bear in mind i can't remember what was the adventure i wanted to talk about that time .... i guess i could recall was making my first step talking to Grace , (my NTTP course mate's junior in Yamaha Academy- whom i saw many times when i was in the course in Kelana Jaya and kind of know her until i saw her teaching in my working place together that Sunday .. so i braved myself to make friends with her and now i guess i feel we do talk a lot coz probably we're both young (i guess she's just older than me 2-3 yrs ?) She's nice so .. yeah ... ahahhah an extra friend is always better than an enemy when you come out to work especially in the music field .