What a Day

Had a almost great day until 6 15pm came ... it was horrendous till 8 pm!! Life seemed almost so stressful , ridiculous , and helpless when you are trapped in a worse than ever traffic jam in a Kancil travelling from Jln Ipoh to Melawati chasing after time hoping you'd reach the school at 6 45pm but it all turned out just the opposite !

I've never felt so helpless and useless before sitting in the car when all you could do is just learn to be patience and learn to lean on someone who's BIGGER and GREATER than you out there who can help you , JeSus! I really felt for the first time i had no one to turned to ... only could make phone calls to inform the music school and before i knew it they called and asked if i want to cancel the student's class because there was only 1/2 hour left before my group class at 7 30pm.

By 7 15pm when i got up towards the Batu Caves round a bout with cars NOT MOVING at all at the round a-bout , i could see a bunch of people crowding in the middle of the round-a-bout signalling a BIG ACCIDENT (I suppose) that caused the terrible jam . When it was almost my turn to get out onto the round-a-bout , the police just came timely to divert the cars from my direction to Kepong ... I went ,

GREAT!!! HOW AM I GONNA TURN TO BATU CAVES NOW!? I'M LOST !!

By then it was 7 15pm and my group class is at 7 30pm.. i decided to give up and cancel the group class as well ... making my school call the parents and some were already there waiting for me ... so terrible .. i've never felt so disastrous before . I hate cancelling my classes because i know when i'm studying and working i cannot afford to compromise things like these . I just have NO TIME to replace classes .. and this happened just before i start college again on MONDAY! ARGRHHH!! frustration!

Listening to Jason Upton now ... great worship leader . Annoited guy .... introduced to me by Bex ... you're just so me becky ... watching his dvd now . I'm amazed at how he can come out with different melodies accompanined by the same 2 chords throughout the whole music ! And not mentioning the great band members were playing with him! Becky said he sings spontaneously , without any pre-planned lyrics /song writing ... which caught me ... so much of the Holy Spirit ... so much expression ... so much words to tell God ... amazing ... fantastic ...

His music calms my spirit ... i felt so exhausted .. so drained out from driving and the unnecessary stress i went through for the 2 hours in the car ... it's like i'm thankful i drive an automatic car though otherwise i'd be having a sore left leg by now . I still can't find a good reason why i went through that this evening ... but i know these things happen in life and well yeah .. just like how F1 drivers have a statement on "racing incidents" . This is the "part and parcel of life incident" statement . NO comment .

Anyway ... initially i talked about how good my day was until 6 15pm .. yeah i had a good night yesterday ... Grace cooked great dinner for me yesterday and i went to taste her cooking for the first time in her house together with her house mates . Great cooking dear ! I won't be able to accomplish that you know! Love your vege and beancurd ! Had her overnight in my place again .. watched Rockstar Supernova elimination show ... i was so sour over Ryan's departure . You're such a great character for an American! You impress me ...

THen had another great outing with my girl in school ... EDEN! =)
We both met in school to collect our latest sem schedule ... it's pretty interesting to read my schedule because i don't know how am i going to re-arrange my Mondays as an off day now that uncle Charles changed Instrumental Ensemble to Monday 6pm-8pm instead of the original Thursday 5-7pm!!! We're going to fight for that anyway .. let's hope it works . And i obviously do'nt know how i'm going to wake up for my favourite class of all on

Tuesdays 9 am!!!

In case you don't know ... i have a bad impression to C.H on waking up early and being punctual for his classes ... and thanks , for torturing me even more by giving me 9 am this semester . I am starting to despise Tuesday because i need to travel to Kajang on that day to work until 9 30pm . Great ... The others are emm ... pretty OK .... just that i have to go to school much earlier and stay back longer now on a couple of days more instead of the usual afternoon classes i had in last semester .


I know whatever it is ... i can't do it by my strength . I need Him! Jesus!! HE GIVES ME THE STRENGTH . Let His joy be my strength so errm .... i shouldn't forget the fact that i am the apple of Father's eyes (hearing that now from Jason Upton.. hehe) and He watches over me . So ... yeah ..

His grace is sufficient for me .